Cycle Day 6: DEAD WITCH

DING DONG THE WITCH IS DEAD! WHICH OLD WITCH? THE WICKED WITCH!!! LOL!!! Hey everyone! So my period is finally OVER! LOL! This Saturday we start our inseminations and I could not be anymore excited than what I am today! Well...I think on Saturday I'll be more excited/anxious/nervous....lol but you get the idea?! Anyway, YES SHE IS GONE! And today I get to spend my day with my love because she does not work until tonight...which kinda bums me out too though because I have to sleep alone, but hey daddy gotta take care of business!

That is actually something I wanted to talk about, is what our child would call my babes. I know I am mommy, but would Tot be daddy?? Well lemme explain something, I call Tot daddy everyday....that is who she is to me, not because I think shes a nigga or trying to be a nigga...NO! She is just the stud obviously and holds a more dominant role, and I consider myself to be DADDY'S GIRL when it comes to her. So I think that when our baby hears me calling her daddy, they would become used to that as well. I know she does not have an issue with it at all, they can call her mommy as well, it is whatever my child decides to say. Now, yes of course my baby will know that we are both women, and when the time comes that will be clarified. Just wanted to get that out there!

Well everyone! This week is the week to begin and OMG!I just cannot wait! I have a very neutral attitude to it, it may work it may not, you know? it could really go either way, but the entire TTC is exciting, just being able to keep track of things and days and feelings and look back and say DAMN we went through a lot to finally get to where we are today you know? I hope this time next month I am telling you guys that I am sick to my stomach and puking and getting FAT! All caused my a lil grimlin growing inside of my belly! =)

Baby Dust

-NENA