Where Have We Been?

Well everyone... Things have been intense for us. On July 15, 2012 we found out I was pregnant. However the doctor is certain its an unhealthy pregnancy because my levels are low, and not doubling... They are barely rising. I had a shot of Methotrexate on July 23, 2012 however it didn't drop my levels the way it should've. So on August 9, 2012 I had an Endo Biopsy done to test the tissues so the doctor can tell if the baby is in my uterus or not. Our baby cannot survive this, unfortunately because it is a health risk for us both. On Monday, August 13, 2012 I should have the results. I have been bleeding irregularly and if it continues I will need surgery to attempt fetus removal, however since the baby is tiny, chances of surgically finding it are very minimal. So please just pray for us.

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WELL.....HERE'S THE NEWS 15 DPO

Well, the evil witch has made her appearance guys. Im not pregnant, she came two days early this month. BOOOOO!!! I was super upset and discouraged because I seriously feel like I may not be able to have kids! BUT! IM BETTER!!! So after I spoke to my mom and told her how I was feeling she really made me feel a lot better and I know that it will happen, and it is all in time =)
I am going to see my doctor and have them check out my sickness and see if I should be on any medications to make this easier. So yes we are taking a TTC break BUT we will continue to update on our changes and especially on what the doctors say. So we hope to keep our followers, and supporters because you guys truly make this that much easier on both of us. Daddy and I are hurt, but we going to make the best out of our summer just loving each other and making it a super memorable one. We are still planning our wedding and it is very exciting. We are okay because we have one another to lean on. God knows what he's doing and I have full faith in him. =)

Thank You Everyone!

-NENA

Cycle Day 23: 11 DPO

Hey everyone. Yesterday I was feeling a little crampy when I woke up and my boobs are seriously getting worse. I've also been slightly nauseous at times, just kind of feeling my food come back up. Aside from that...Oh and tired...but that is about it. I forgot to mention I've cried the last three days lol. Anyway, so me and daddy decided why not take a test today. Now its Friday and my period isn't due until Wednesday, so I am testing kind of early, but hey. I am kind of confused considering my period usually comes 14 dpo which would be Monday, and Wednesday is 16 dpo. But I also ovulated early and all that mess. So Idk! Well I took a clearblue digital and it said "Not Pregnant" -.- it could be because its still early, or it could be just that I'm not pregnant. Idk! I will wait now to see if my period shows up. I am kind of bummed but at the same time it is all in Gods hands and he knows what he's doing.
I have thought about it though, and if this cycle doesn't work I think we should hold off for another month. Just because its stressful and the anxiety that comes with TTC is serious. Also it would give me the chance to get checked up with my doctor and discuss my Endometriosis. Well everyone ttyl.
Baby Dust!

-NENA

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Cycle Day 21: 9 DPO

Hey everyone! Well, yesterday was a long day! It was my first day off from work, and I spent the day catering to Daddy, which I love doing! Made her what she asked for dinner, rubbed her down, let her relax and watch tv. It was just about her. We fell asleep for 3 hours and when I woke up I felt like I was going to PUKE!! We woke up around 8pm, and I was back to sleep at 10pm until 7am this morning, and again, felt like I was going to PUKE! Today was HOT AS HELL!!! We took a trip to the beach with family, than came home and I cooked dinner, now daddy is working =(
All day my boobs have been KILLING me!!!! My nipples hurt so BAD!! Also, I been nauseous throughout the day, and it is driving me CRAZY! It's like my food keeps coming up and just never settles! I cannot take it! I am still short of breath, and I had a headache today but I think it was from my ponytail, not really relating it to any symptoms. Still super duper bloated and gassy, that just refuses to STOP! LOL! Hey if it leads to a baby then I'll take it ALL! ;-) Well that's all for now!

Baby Dust!

-NENA

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Cycle Day 20: 8 DPO

Hey guys! Sorry about not updating last night but I was DRAINED!!! I came home from work and cooked dinner and was beyond exhausted after my shower! Well where to start....yesterday I woke up gassy again, and didn't really have too much nausea, but I did end up really fatigued around 3pm at work. I was sitting down with a patient and out of nowhere I started to feel super winded. It could just be me being tired for working long hours four days in a row, or a symptom. Also, I haven't had a bowel movement since Sunday, and today is Tuesday. That isn't really normal for me to skip a day, and when I did go on Sunday...it took some effort, which also never happens. I know I know TMI!! LOL!! TOO BAD!! But I ate some cereal in hopes to get things going because I am lactose intolerant. My breast are tender to the touch. When I take off my bra they feel super heavy. >.< Daddy said she noticed I had sensitive smell a few days ago, which I did not pick up on, and I still really can't say I do or don't. Lol...I am still bloated more than I was. My stomach is kind of hard also, but maybe because of not using the bathroom over 36hrs. I still have a lot of Cervical Mucus, and that is definitely new for me. After Ovulation I have some CM but not in the amounts I've had in the past two days.
My anxiety is starting to kick in but not too bad considering I am already 8 DPO. Last month I think I was testing already at this time Lol. OH! Also, I've been having some twinges of pain here and there on my ovaries as well as what seems like a stomach ache. But it could be anything. I mean I am truly hoping that it worked out this time, and we will have a healthy lil baby in March. But still too early to test. Just keep us in your prayers!

Baby Dust!

-NENA

Cycle Day 18: 6 DPO

Hey everyone! So I'm back and ofcourse Daddy is working. I just got off work and I am EXHAUSTED! Daddy had a Drag King Show she was hired to do, so we didn't get home until after two. And then she cut me some cantaloupe and papaya so we didn't actually sleep until three. Lol! Anyways! Update on how I feel???! Well...I'm still bloated, and the acne on my chin is getting serious! I never break out only when my period is about a day away and it one pimple, not 3-4!! Also, a lot of CM (Cervical Mucus) today! I know I know TMI but hey. My breast feel heavy, and when touched they are super sensitive. I'm still having some gas but not as bad as yesterday. I mean everything sounds promising but we still can't jump to conclusions you know. We have another 10 days to wait before I test or my period comes. Well guys this one is short because I'm drained and want to sleep! Lol! Love ya!!
Baby Dust

-NENA

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Cycle Day 17: SYMPTOMS?!

Hey everyone!! So sorry for not updating last night. Daddy and I had a hectic day!! We wanted to basically just make the day just about us so we did just tht. She took me out to dinner at 99 Restaurant, and it was delicious!! Then I dragged her to "The 99" which is basically based on the 99 teens that die everyday due to addiction, drinking and driving, suicide, violence, etc. Its a huge tent divided into different rooms and each room is a different type of teen death and it was super graphic and intense. One room that scared the hell out of me was HELL! Yes they had a room disguised as HELL!! It was exactly what daddy and I pictured. Then the next room showed a scene from Passion of the Christ and had an actor act the Crucifixion out after. It ended with a short film about a man sacrificing his little sons life to save a train of people full of sins. It broke my heart to watch. But it was an outlook on what God did for us. We then got to meet with someone and talk about our experience and say a prayer. It was super inspiring!
Ok enough of that! So yesterday I spend a lot of the day feeling nauseas. I took it as aftermath of having eaten a poptart with my lunch around 12. But it was throughout my day soooooo Idk. I was also bloated as HELL and still am! I've had gas since yesterday which is painful! I mean can these be symptoms?! Yes of course but I do not want to get ahead of myself. Daddy and I haven't been too caught up with things this time. Huts yesterday I almost ordered and alcoholic beverage because we really have forgot about it. It's easier to deal with the anxiety that way. Well im at work right now so I gotta go. I'll post up pictures tonite of how bloated I am, and our tickets from "The 99".
Baby Dust!

-NENA

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